Monday Manna - Balance



The purpose of Monday Manna to get together and get to know Christ more through His Word. Each THURSDAY, a Bible verse to ponder will be posted, either at An Open Book or here at My Back Door.
(I will also display the verses on my sidebar.)

This week, I am hosting Monday Manna.

If you wish to participate, post what you have learned through this verse on your blog or website and add your url to the link at the bottom of this post.(Of course, you may also say what it means to you as a comment, also.) Be sure to visit the other ones to see what they have learned about God's Word.

This week, I chose this verse -

"Thou hast enlarged my steps under me,
that my feet did not slip."
Psalm 18:36 (KJV)





Arms outstretched -
knees flexed -
breath held -
pulse racing -

Have you ever walked across a narrow board? Maybe it was in gym class on a balance beam. Maybe it was a fallen log across a stream. Maybe it was a support beam in a barn. Whatever it may have been, the sensation was all the same. You just KNEW you were going to fall. You felt like you were in a circus's high wire act.

But, many of us could easily walk a line across the floor of a gymnasium without losing our balance. What's the difference?

The difference is our sense of danger. When we fear something MIGHT happen, we lose our focus. We don't trust our surroundings. The narrow path feels even narrower. We look down to the rushing water or the far-away floor and panic
- causing us to lose our balance.

God tells us that He will "enlarge our steps." He is the Almighty God, and He is taking care of us. We need not fear the dangers around us. The path will feel wider and safer. We can walk with confidence and faith because our God is in control.
We have nothing to fear.

In the story of Pilgrim's Progress, Christian walks through a dark and frightening path at night. There are fire pits and screaching and evil threats. He ignores the sounds around him and continues straight toward a soft and comforting voice ahead of him. In the morning, he looks back and sees deep pits and dangers that were on either side of the path, but his mind was on the Voice of the Lord and not the dangers around him.


Lord, help me to listen to Your voice so that I won't fear what MIGHT happen to me. Let me trust in Your will and care. Enlarge my steps so that my feet will not slip. In Jesus' Name, Amen






Lord's Day


"Immortal, invisible, God only wise;

In light inaccessible hid from our eyes,

Most blessed, most glorious, the Ancient of Days,

Almighty, victorious, Thy great Name we praise!"




"Immortal, Invisible, God only Wise" by Walter Chalmers Smith

Kids Write - "Dash, the Guinea Pig, Part II"




Dash, the guinea pig,
is off on a wild adventure today.
Scurry over to
Polliwog Pages
to see what kids are writing about.


Friday Fiction - The Lie


It's that time again - Friday Fiction Time! This is an excerpt from my second Phoebe story, "Going Home with Phoebe." I had the priviledge to visit Synders Hill last September, near the town of Postenkill, New York. Hopefully, I'll be able to transfer the memories into this story.

This incident is based on a true story - when I was only five years old and tricked into eating a hot pepper.


THE LIE


Phoebe leaned back in the rocking chair. “I saw a girl today.”

Zeke looked up from reading the newspaper. Phoebe could see the headline SLAVE LAWS RESISTED. Maseppa worked the plunger of the butter churn. The swish, splash, swish, splash had a rhythm like a clock. The wood in the stove hissed and hummed. The lamplight flickered on the kitchen walls. Phoebe felt cozy and contented.

“What was that?” Zeke he asked. “You saw a girl? What girl?”

“She was down by the stream near the Reynolds’ farm.”

“She must be of the new family that’s just moved in… Kittle’s the name.”

“She didn’t like me. She told me to go away.”

“I reckon she just wanted to be alone. Maybe she’s scared of meetin’ new folks.”

Phoebe pushed her foot on the edge of the woodstove to set the rocking chair moving again. Butterscotch purred in her lap and Butch had his nose under her elbow, trying to get some attention.

Zeke turned the newspaper over. “I reckon it would be neighborly to take over a pie or loaf o’ bread to them. Don’t you think so, Maseppa?”

She looked up from churning the butter and nodded. “I will make some food tomorrow, and we will go see this new family.”

“Do I have to go?”

“Phoebe! Of course, you’ll go with Maseppa,” scolded Zeke. “Don’t you want to meet their children? Maybe this girl needs a friend.”

I don’t think she wants me to be her friend, thought Phoebe.

Maseppa paused in her churning. "Phoebe, you need to go in your bed. It is past the time.”

“Yes, Maseppa.” She put Butterscotch on the floor, and he stretched his back. “Good night, Zeke. Good night, Maseppa.” She gave them each a hug and took a lamp with her upstairs.

As Phoebe lay in bed, she thought of the girl. What was it that made her seem like a wild animal? Maybe it was her hair, all loose and matted. Maybe it was the way she jumped and almost attacked her. No, there was something else…her eyes. Yes, it was her eyes. She looked frightened and sad at the same time. Whatever it is, I don’t think she wants a friend.

The next morning, Maseppa had her bring a string of dried apples slices from the attic to make into a pie. In fact, they made two pies. They didn’t know how many children there might be.

Phoebe asked, “Do I have to wear shoes?”

“Yes, you are not an Indian. You need to learn to wear shoes and bonnet.”

Phoebe sighed and buttoned her high topped shoes. The pies were bubbling and golden brown. Maseppa wrapped them in linen towels placed them in a basket.

“Are we taking the buckboard?” asked Phoebe.

“I think it would be good to walk in woods. It has been a long time since we just walk in woods.”

“Do you know the way?”

Maseppa turned sharply and faced her. “I know the way.”

Phoebe hung her head. Of course... How could she even question her? Maseppa never got lost. She knew these woods as well as she knew this kitchen. She seemed to have a compass in her head and always came out where she planned.

Phoebe walked behind Maseppa. There wasn’t any trail, except for what the deer made through the trees. Maseppa’s leather slippers didn’t make a sound as she passed through the low bushes. Every once in awhile, she’d stop and inspect a young shoot pushing up through the mud. She’d grunt and look about to mark the spot in her mind where it grew.

Soon they came to the tall pine woods. The ground was soft and springy and covered with a golden layer of old needles. The trees were so thick that you could hardly see the sun through the branches overhead. A blue jay screeched and flew away to warn of humans in the forest.

Soon they emerged into the bright, glaring sunlight on the muddy road.
They were down a ways from the Reynolds house and they walked until they came to a tumble-down shack. Two boys burst from the door, one chasing the other with a stick. They didn’t even notice Maseppa and Phoebe.

Going up to the door, hanging crooked on one hinge, Maseppa gave two little taps. They could hear a man yelling and cursing inside. Maseppa frowned and backed up a step. The gruff cursing drew closer with each thud of heavy steps. Phoebe stepped close to Maseppa, who backed up more and half turned to leave when the door swung open.

A man with a jug in one hand and his tattered pants with the other. He stopped shouting and stared at them, swaying a bit and his mouth hung open. His hair stood out all over and his face was covered with black whiskers.

“Wall, whadda you wan’? Liza, you ‘spectin’ comp’ny? There’s some ladies here.”

A small woman peered around the door, her eyes looked red, as if she had been crying. She rubbed her cheeks and smoothed the hair tied back with a string. “Good day, Ma’am.”

The man pushed past Phoebe and swaggered to the barn. The odor he left behind make her cough.

“Come in, but don’t mind the mess. The chilluns have been raisin’ a ruckus today.”

Flies buzzed about dirty dishes and a dog slept on a pile of clothes were piled in the corner. A toddler crawled about the floor and sat up to chew on a bone it found.

“Good day, my name is Maseppa. This is Phoebe. We live on the other side of Snyders Corner, but we are not far away through the woods. Missus Reynolds tells us that there is new people living here, and so I bring you some apple pies.”

“I thank you very kindly. I am Liza and my husband is Roster Reynolds, but most people call him Ray. This little one is Sammy, and I have two other boys, Stafford and Ross Junior. I have a girl, too, named Adeline, but she likes to be called Delly.

Just then Phoebe saw the wild girl look in the back window. Her mother saw her too.

“Delly, come say ‘hi’ to the neighbors.”

Delly locked eyes with Phoebe as if daring her to say anything about their previous meeting. Her mother introduced Phoebe and she nodded. “They brought us some nice apple pies. That will taste good for supper tonight.”

Delly spoke up. “Would you like to see our new calf?”

Phoebe turned to Maseppa and she nodded her permission.

Outside, Delly turned and face Phoebe. “I thought I told you to stay off our land!"

Phoebe halted in shock. “I didn’t ask to come here. Maseppa brought me with her to bring the pies.”

“Well, you don’t need to come back, you hear? We don’t take to having visitors.”

Phoebe looked down at her shoes and Delly’s grubby bare toes. She scowled and wished she hadn’t worn them. Nobody cared if she was dressed up or not.


“Do you like poppers?” asked Delly.

“Poppers? What are poppers?”

“They’re good. I’ll get us some.” Delly shinnied up the barn ladder to a string of dried red fruit. She broke off a couple and dropped one in her mouth, chewing it with loud smacks. “Here’s a good one for you.”

Phoebe started to break off the end when Delly stopped her.

“No, it tastes better if you put the whole thing in your mouth.”

Hesitantly, Phoebe put it in her mouth.

“Chew it up,” urged Delly.

Suddenly, Phoebe’s mouth burst with burning pain. Her eyes watered and she coughed and spit out the dried food. Delly bent over in peals of laughter.

“ARRRRGGH ! What is it? It’s hot! I need some water.”

“Ha, ha, ha,” laughed Delly. “I’ll get you some.” She brought a dipper with a little liquid in the bottom.

Phoebe tipped it up and swallowed a big mouthful. She spit it out with a spray. Her mouth felt like she was eating fire. “This is vinegar! You are a horrible girl! I’m going home!”

“I never wanted you to come in the first place!” yelled Delly back at her.

Phoebe ran back into the old shack. “Maseppa, I want to go home now.”

“You should not be rude, Phoebe.”

“I want to go now.”

Delly’s mother asked, “Are you sick?”

“No, Delly gave me something to eat that burns my mouth, a popper, and then gave me some vinegar.”

Just then the back door slammed and her mother ran over and opened it again. “Delly, get in here!”

Liza tugged the girl inside. “Phoebe says you gave her a popper and vinegar. Is that true?”

Delly stiffened her back and looked straight into her mother’s face. “Of course not, Ma! That would burn something fierce. Would I do that to our guest? She was running and fell down. Something must have gotten in her mouth.”

Liza turned around. “I’m sure it will feel better soon, Phoebe. You shouldn’t get in the habit of making up lies to cover for your clumsiness.”

Phoebe eyes widened and she clamped her mouth shut to keep from saying some not so nice words. Tugging on Maseppa’s arm she repeated, “Maseppa, I want to go home now.”

“I hope you will come again,” said Liza Reynolds, but Phoebe was too far away by then to hear her.

“Phoebe…Phoebe, stop and wait for me,” called Maseppa.

“Maseppa, she lied! She tricked me and laughed at me.”

“I know. I am sorry.” Maseppa stepped from the road and bent close to the ground looking for something. “Here is a leaf of cool wintergreen. Chew slowly and I will find some water. When we are home, I will give you milk. That is good for burning in the mouth too.”




Be sure to hop over to Catrina Bradley's blog Speak to the Mountain to read more great stories.

Canaan Years - Evening Walks


Evening Walks


One spring evening, after prayer meeting, the Harrimans invited us to walk home with them for an evening visit. They lived out of town about two miles away. The air was warm and fragrant with new blossoms. Fireflies flickered in the fields.

On Hill Road, we first descended into the gully where the stream ran through. Then up the long, long hill. (a challenge on a bike - I learned to zig-zag up it to reach the top without getting off and walking.) The road took a turn at the top of the hill, where Tuttle Road branched off toward the dump. The road leveled out now until we turned right onto Battle Ridge Road, up another short, steep hill to the Harrimans' farm.

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A few weeks later, our family decided to visit them again. It wasn't quite the same as walking the way with friends. My foster sister, Candy, said she knew the way and walked ahead of everyone. My brothers ran back and forth, as young boys do. My parents were back a ways, talking together and taking their time. I was in the middle somewhere, all by myself.

When we got to the Battle Ridge Road, Candy and the boys turned off, but I thought that was the Tuttle Road. I tried to call to them to tell them they were going the wrong way, but they couldn't hear me. (I figured they'd find out soon enough that they were on the wrong road.)

So I continued on.

There was a stand of big pine trees at that corner, that were dark and spooky - especially at night when you're by yourself. I walked on and on and nothing looked familiar, but I hadn't walked there by myself before, so I wasn't sure. I walked until the Hill Road made a sharp turn, and there was another road, the Henshaw Road - one I had never seen, for sure. I knew I was lost.

I knocked on a door and told them my story. They knew the Harrimans and called them on the phone. There was a short cut, a dirt road, back to the Battle Ridge Road. The Harriman kids met us at the end of Henshaw Road. I was embarrassed and ashamed of myself, but it was kind of nice to get all that attention. I was sorry to frighten everyone and make them worry.

I walked or rode my bike on those roads many times over the next few years, and I never got lost again - at least on that road.

Monday Manna Verse (Feb. 28)



I will be hosting Monday Manna this next week. Take the time to find this verse in your Bible. Read the other verses before and after it to get the context, then next Monday, write what the Lord has taught you about Himself. Post it on your blog, and link it to mine, so we all can study it together.

Psalm 18:36
"Thou hast enlarged my steps under me,
that my feet did not slip."

Jewels of Encouragement




Today happens to be my turn to post on
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Be sure to check the site everyday
for a spiritual lift.



Poetry - Celeste's Sestina

A sestina is a specific poetry form using a set of six words. Variations of the words may be used, as long as they sound the same. I realized that I could expand my choice of homonymns if I mixed in some French words. I had fun writing this poem. I hope you enjoy reading it -
(and maybe learn a few French words
along the way.)






Celeste’s Sestina

Mademoiselle Celeste, so petite and fair,
With silky locks and eyes so bleu,
Who lived with her smiling grande belle mere,
Who sold fromage, carrottes, et choux.
Billy was far from his home in America, where
He all he could say was “Bonjour” and “Adieu.”

Oh, what was the poor lovesick boy to do?
He paid the bus driver some foreign fare
And traveled to the market, where
He purchased a cart, painted yellow and blue.
Bought a cheery bouquet of orchids. A-CHOO!
Sweet chocolate, and a cream colored mare.

Trembling, he gave the posies to her mere.
He rode with Celeste through the sparkling dew-
Covered fields, whistling and tapping his shoe
In time to the clopping along to a country fair,
With colorful flags that fluttered and blew.
He bought her a joli chapeau to wear.

They browsed up and down the rows of wares,
And even heard a speech by the mayor,
Who arrogantly stood when the trumpets blew.
There were so many exciting things to do
And see, at that marvelous country fair,
It was hard to decide which things to choose.

Celeste, in French, said, “Regardez, Monsieur!”
But lovesick Billy proceeded on… unaware.
His mind full of music and love affairs,
With a squish, behind his cream-colored mare,
His sole became smeared with the sticky doo!
His face grew red, he coughed and blew.

Celeste giggled and batted her eyes of bleu,
And offered her kerchief to wipe his dirty shoe.
She kissed his cheek, his awful fears to subdue
He knows now that someday, somewhere,
Somehow…when he’s convinced her mere,
He’ll marry mademoiselle, so elegant and fair!

So, now when all is done and due,
if you ever see some eyes of bleu,
In a mademoiselle so lovely and fair,
Regardez where you put your shoe,
For with the bride, somehow, somewhere,
will be her smiling grande belle mere.


French Words

grande - big
belle mere - stepmother
bleu - blue
Bonjour - Good day
Adieu - Good bye
fromage - cheese
carrottes - carrots
choux - cabbages
joli - pretty
chapeau - hat
Regardez - Look
Monsieur - Mister


Look at Me


Joanne Sher is hosting Monday Manna today. Stop by and read other thoughts on God's Word.


When I was a little girl (and acting stubborn, as children often do), my father would say, "Yvonne, look at me." I would lift my eyes to meet my father's eyes, and I would see love in his face. Yes, he was firm and insisted that I obey him, but I knew that he loved me. My father only had to say,


"Look at me."

In today's verse - (Psalm 27:8 NKJV)
"When You said, 'Seek My face,'
my heart said to You,
'Your face, LORD, I will seek.'”

It's much the same way with my Heavenly Father. When I am being selfish and stubborn and spiritually grumpy, I can hear my Lord saying, "Look at Me." When I turn away from my sinful ways and look at Him, my guilty heart melts and repents because I can see that He is displeased with me, but I can see love in His face. When I am discouraged, when I am sad, He says to me,
"Yvonne, look at Me."



This verse reminds me of a hymn -

"O soul, are you weary and troubled?
No light in the darkness you see?
There's light for a look at the Savior,
And life more abundant and free.

(chorus)
Turn you eyes upon Jesus,
Look full in His wonderful face;
And the thing of earth will grow strangely dim,
In the light of His glory and grace.
"

Have you heard your Father saying, "Look at me" ?



("Turn Your Eyes Upon Jesus"
words by H. H. Lemmel)

NEW BLOG DEBUT

Jewels of Encouragement


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JEWELS OF ENCOURAGEMENT

A bunch of great friends has gathered together to post some daily words of encouragement.
Be sure to check it out.

Canaan Years - New Friends


At first, when we moved to Canaan, I wasn't sure I wanted to make another whole set of new friends. But, immediately, I felt at home. We were a small church in a small community. There were not a lot of families in the church. One family, the Harrimans, had seven kids - with some girls my age and a boy around my brothers' ages. Across the street, the Ouellettes had three older teenagers. The Ames family had little ones - their oldest girl was the one that read to me at school. Other teenagers came without their parents, the Holt girls, and the son of the ones who owned the general store. There was the Haney family and the Fernalds and others that attended the church.

The town of Canaan was like my back yard. I could walk around town, day or night, without fear. I felt safe. Everyone knew each other and looked out for each other. I biked up and down the roads, walked through the woods paths, and sledded in the pastures.

I loved being with the Harriman family. They adopted me as another daughter and often invited me to their house or on outings. (I probably invited myself more times than was polite.) It seemed like there was always something going on. Even helping with their chores was fun when we could sing and giggle together. I milked the cow once. (just a few squirts) There was always laundry to hang on the clothesline or fold. We baked cookies. They taught me about No-Bakes and Whoopie Pies.



We'd play Hide n'Seek in barn. (I never did have the nerve to walk across the high beams, but I did slide across sitting down.) Their dog, part beagle and part dachshund, would climb the ladders to play with us in the hay loft. We play Kick the Can in the front yard, baseball in the cow pasture, and had hundreds of snowball fights.

Our youth group was mostly girls. Poor Jay, Randy, and Harvey were very out-numbered, but they didn't seem to mind, except when we'd have sewing or cooking lessons. (Then my father would do more "manly" things with them.) There were usually about ten of us in the youth group. We went on hayrides and had game nights. We got pretty good at ping pong. I remember one New Year's Eve, we had an all-night sledding party on the hill behind the church. What a crazy time! We got pretty banged up, as I recall, but it was fun.

I had lots of great friends. I enjoyed being the pastor's kid, being the popular one for awhile, but later I learned that it wasn't always fun to be the pastor's kid. My life was often set as an example for the others to follow. It helped me to grow up. It taught me to stand up for what I believed because others were following me.

Poetry - Whispers


WHISPERS

I could not hear
His voice in the hurried
Rush of the day.

With frets and fear
Pushing to the front of
The wild fray.

Buzzers and gears
Clanging, honking, roaring
In frenzied array.

I could not hear
His voice in the hurried
Rush of the day

When moonlight clear-
Ly bathes the world with calm
Soothing sachet,

Gentle woodland deer
Feed in quiet pastures
Near their Shepherd stay.

I could now hear
His whispers in the quiet
Hush of the day.


Monday Manna - JOY



The purpose of Monday Manna to get together and get to know Christ more through His Word. Each THURSDAY, a Bible verse to ponder will be posted, either at An Open Book or here at My Back Door.
(I will also display the verses on my sidebar.)

This week, I am hosting Monday Manna.

If you wish to participate, post what you have learned through this verse on your blog or website and add your url to the link at the bottom of this post. Be sure to visit the other ones to see what they have learned about God's Word.


The verse I chose is -

Romans 12:10
"Be kindly affectioned one to another;
in honor preferring one another."


Have you ever heard this song?

"Jesus and others and you,
What a wonderful way to spell joy;
Jesus and others and you,
In the life of each girl and each boy;
J is for Jesus, for He has first place,
O is for others we meet face to face;
Y is for you and in all that you do,
Put yourself last and spell joy."

As a mother and school teacher, I saw many childish battles to be first. The kids wanted to be first to sit in the front seat, the first one done eating their food, the first one in line at recess time. Children want the biggest cookie, the best presents, the newest toys.

Adults haven't grown up very much. They want the parking space closest to the door, the best seats in the theater, the office with the biggest desk or windows. They want their kids to have brand-name clothes, the top role in the play, or invitations to every party.

Our society is all about
ME, ME ME!
I'm the most important person.
My children deserve the best.
I have my rights,
and no one is going to take them from me.


We don't deserve anything. Everything we have is because of God's mercy and grace. Our attitude should reflect this love to others.God's love doesn't look at self. It looks at others. We should be content with whatever God gives us, and be happy for others when they are blessed.


This love doesn't come naturally. It is foreign to the natural man. This love only comes from the Lord - the fruit of His Spirit within us. True love is sacrificial. It puts the needs and desires of others before our own.

Lord, help me to think of others before I think of myself. I want to show Your love to others.
I want true JOY.
In Jesus' Name, Amen





Lord's Day


"Thou shalt love the Lord thy God
with all thy heart,
with all thy soul,
and with all thy mind."




Kids Write - "William and His Guitar"

Do you know of a child that likes to write? They can display their stories on Polliwog Pages.




Today's story is by Elias Dodge ,
"William and His Guitar."



Check it out and encourage him with a comment.



Friday Fiction - Best Friends Forever


I posted my Friday Fiction on
Polliwog Pages .

So grab your jump rope and a couple friends and skip over there for a fun story.

You can also find more great stories at
Homespun Expressions
hosted by Karlene Jacobsen.

Canaan Years - Easy Street


Easy Street

One of the first things to do in a new home is to get enrolled in school. We were privileged to have a Christian school right in town - just around the corner and up a hill - on Easy Street!

As a youngster, I had never heard of the term "Easy Street." All I knew, it was NOT easy to walk up that street early in the morning, when you're trying to hurry to school in the middle of winter with your two little brothers who either dawdled or chattered your ear off. It seemed like a mile, but it was probably only half that.

I do remember one funny sight. We passed a farm, and one chilly fall day, the pond had frozen. The ducks came squawking and quacking out of the barn down to their favorite spot. We laughed at their surprise to find it solid ice. Legs and wings and feathers sprawled in all directions!

Canaan Christian School was a small two-classroom building. There were only 8 grades, about 15 students, and one full-time teacher, Nancy Ouellette. I was in 8th grade. (my brothers in 2nd and 3rd) For the first week or two, I was the only one in my grade. Lynnda was on a trip with her grandparents. I was glad when she returned.

I loved the small family feel of that school. Lynnda and I had the "job" of listening to the first graders read. At recess, everyone played together. One time, we went sledding down beyond our regular place and didn't hear the bell. Mrs. Ouellette had to send someone after us.
Another time, I laughed so hard, I peed my pants. (blush)

I remember Mrs. Ouellette read books to us at the end of each day. We would choose sad books on purpose because she cried so easily. (ashamed of that now...but we thought it was funny)

We learned Bible verses together and sang at churches together. We played hopscotch and baseball and learned to ski together. That was my favorite year of school.

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