Showing posts with label memories. Show all posts
Showing posts with label memories. Show all posts

Transitions

The months of May and June are a time of transitions. The earth is flourishing with new growth of flowers and trees, the return of migrating birds, and lots of baby animals everywhere. School is finishing up for year, which means concerts, ceremonies, and graduations. It's also the time for weddings and family reunions. 

 In Maine, summer is short. So everyone is planning vacations, hikes, picnics, and as many times at the shore as you can fit into three months. Schedules are looser, and plans are often made on a whim. Some people, especially children, have a hard time with transitions. The routine is disrupted. A person can't know what to expect from day to day. 

 My mother liked schedules. I didn't like them when I was young. I understood that we each had chores, but I preferred choosing when I did them and when I had free time. When I had my own children (later, grandchildren) I found myself scheduling the summer hours. I realized that there has to be a balance. 

 The older I get, the more I am grateful for a day with nothing planned. My husband and I have been enjoying the serene life of our little frog pond. A pair of mallard ducks hatched out ten ducklings. We often sit in our screen tent listening to the bullfrogs, watching the ducks, and enjoying the scurrying of the chipmunks. It's a nice way to end the day. 

 How do you like to spend your summers?

Too Late to Say "Thank You"

 When you're a writer (or any kind of artist), there's a fine line between promoting your work and bragging about it. I want to share my writings, but sometimes pride takes over and I forget how I got where I am.

I'm learning to be very grateful for those who have helped me along the way. 

When I turned fifty, I published my first novel, A Home for Phoebe. I thought of a teacher that allowed me to put my teenage troubled thoughts into words, and that's when Phoebe was born. When I tried to thank Mr. Harriman, I found he had died a couple of years earlier. 

I was too late. 

This week, I thought of Norman Rohrer, the founder of Christian Writers Guild. The summer after I graduated from high school, I saw an advertisement in a magazine and ordered the correspondence course. He gave me the tools to develop those teenage thoughts and put them in a sensible order. 


Later, I took more lessons with Christian Writers Guild, then owned by Jerry Jenkins. This time it was a non-fiction course. I learned to write how-to articles and devotionals. God used those skills to prompt me to write "Putting My Hand in God's." I've been able to distribute and sell over 100 copies in just a few years. 

I wanted to thank Norman Rohrer. 

Today, I learned that he lived to be 95 years old and passed away peacefully on December 24, 2024 - just this last Christmas Eve. 


(click here for Norman Rohrer's Legacy )

I was too late . . . again. 

Why do I wait so long to tell others how much they mean to me? It doesn't take but a moment 

to say "thank you" 

to say "you've been a good friend" 

to say "I love you."

A Special Day






The Ending of a Special Day
by
Yvonne Beverly Blake


I drag my slippered feet upstairs,
I brush my teeth, and say my prayers.

My eyes are heavy; the lights are dim.
My puffy quilt is under my chin.


My daddy sits upon my bed,
Gives me Teddy, and rubs my head.

“There's something special about today.
Every four years is Leap Year Day.


"The earth makes a circle around the sun.
It takes a year before it’s done.

"Three hundred and sixty-five days,
Plus six more hours— it's a long ways.


"We could not have one fourth of a day.
There's not enough time to sleep and play

"So every four years, it works out fine
To have a February twenty-nine.”

 Dad kisses my head and turns out the light,
And as he leaves, he whispers, “Good night.”


“A special day?” – I am wide awake.
“I can’t sleep now, for goodness sake!”

If I had known, when day was new,
A hundred things I’d want to do.


I would have worn my lucky hat,
And hit a super home-run –SMACK!

I could have sailed a kite so high,
With cotton-puff clouds dotting the sky

The day is gone. It is slipping fast.
This special day is almost past.



I could have read my favorite book
While curled up in a cozy nook,

And waved to train cars traveling far.
Or wished upon the brightest star.

Another four years? I’ll be so old.
I wish this day could be retold.


Apple Cider




The Truth About Homemade Apple Cider


The apples were hanging so ripe on the trees,
We went out to pick them, and what did we see?
Hundreds of cowflaps around on the ground,
When the apples fell in them, they made quite a sound!

The poor tree was shaken 'til the last apples dropped,
And into a grainbag they quickly were popped.
The good and the bad, the wormy and bruised,
We weren't very fussy 'bout the apples we used.

We hauled all the apples to Grandpa's front lawn,
He said, "You'll be working from now until dawn!"
From the barn, we dug out the old cider press,
It was covered with cobwebs and was really a mess.

The apples were ground, they were squeezed, they were pressed.
A worm here and there, but you wouldn't have guessed.
After we finished, we all took a rest
And declared that our cider was surely the best!

                             -- Lisa G. Harriman

Seeking and Calling

It's been too quiet around my house. I needed something to talk to, to care for . . . I needed another cat. (Besides, the mice and squirrels were taking over the attic.) 

So, last May, I visited the animal shelter. They had lots of cats there. Some rubbed against the bars, looking for attention. Others meowed pitifully. One slept in a ball, in the corner of her cage. She looked like one I had owned years ago. I went to the desk to ask if I could see her and hold her, but someone else had asked first. I went home disappointed. I didn't want any of the others. I wanted her. 




Returning later, I saw that she was still there! When I held her, I felt the soft vibrations of a purr beneath her fluffy fur. I filled out the forms and paid the price and brought my new friend home, but  . . . 


she didn't know me,
she didn't want me,
she was afraid and ran from me.

For weeks, I filled her food dish and clean up her messes. I called her, but she wouldn't come. I lifted her out of her hiding spots and caressed her ears and neck. I talked to her, softly and gently, while she purred in my arms. I named her Fluffy - short for Fluffanutter. 

She enjoyed all the benefits of a home - food, shelter, attention - but she did not want me or trust me. Sometimes, she fought against me and scratched me. I waited and tried again the next day. 

Soon, she didn't run when I came near. Soon, she accepted treats from my hands. Soon, she came to me when she heard my voice. Soon, she slept on my lap - trusting, resting, free of fear. 





It reminds me of Jesus.


"Ye have not chosen me, but I have chosen you." 
(John 15:16)

We are stubborn and foolish.


"All we, like sheep, have gone astray." 
(Isaiah 53:6)


Jesus searches and calls us.


"For thus saith the Lord God; 
Behold, I, even I, will both search my sheep, 
and seek them out."
(Ezekiel 34:11)

"Fear not: for I have redeemed thee, 
I have called thee by thy name; thou art mine."
(Isaiah 43:1)

"I spake unto you, rising up early and speaking, 
but ye heard not; and I called you, but ye answered not."
(Jeremiah 7:13)



"I have loved thee with an everlasting love: 
therefore with lovingkindness have I drawn thee."
(Jeremiah 31:3)

I almost gave up on taming my cat. I almost took Fluffy back to the shelter. 

 God does not give up. We enjoy all His benefits, but we're not grateful for the One who provides them. We don't want Him or trust Him. We run from Him, but it doesn't do any good to hide. He seeks us and finds us. He calls us and draws us and loves us, until we rest in His arms. 




 "Submit yourselves therefore to God." 
(James 4:7)

If Jesus has been calling you, 
if you want to know more about Him
or how to get to heaven,
email me. I will pray with you. 




Day by Day



Sunday, May 23
Ecclesiastes 9:10
“Whatsoever thy hand findeth to do, do it with thy might”

Lord, I want to use my writing for you. Now that I’m retired, I should be able to find time to write. This blog is a little, but I doubt many read it. Lord, I want to reach others with my writing. Give me the words You want me to use. 


Monday, May 24 
Psalm 118: 24
“This is the day that the Lord hath made, we will rejoice and be glad in it.”

Lord, I meant to write today, but the house was a mess after all the company this weekend. Thank you for sending the hummingbird to my kitchen window while I did dishes. I hung my laundry in the sunshine. Thank you for sweet smelling sheets. Little Christopher wore me out while Amy was at the dentist appointment. We picked some fuzzy dandelion heads and watched the seeds drift away on the breeze. They reminded me of wasted words and minutes. They are gone—never to be retrieved again. Help me, Lord, to spend the time with my grandchildren wisely. 

Tuesday, May 25 
Philippians 4:19
“But my God shall supply all your need according to his riches in glory by Christ Jesus.”

Lord, thank you for today. Although nothing scheduled, the day seemed to fly by. I planned to work on my novel today, but I had to pick out a pattern to knit a sweater for my niece. My writing magazine came in the mail, and I spent an hour reading it. I took a meal over to Sally and saw her baby girl. Lord, please help her husband to find a job soon. Rick invited his brother and his wife over for a cookout. They brought some fresh crabs that need to be cooked and shelled. Thank you, Lord, for family. 

Wednesday, May 26
Psalm 16:6
“The lines are fallen unto me in pleasant places; yea, I have a goodly heritage.” 

Lord, I didn’t write anything but this blog today. I visited my parents today. That’s more important, right? It’s hard to see them getting older. We made rhubarb jam together and watched a bumblebee gathered nectar from the honeysuckle today. As it buzzed from blossom to blossom, I thought, “It doesn’t worry about schedules or money or the future. It knows God will provide all its needs.” Thank you for happy memories and these times together.


Thursday, May 27
Isaiah 26:3
“Thou wilt keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on thee: because he trusteth in thee.”

Lord, I don’t feel so good. My head hurts, and I’m all stuffed up. I must have caught something from little Christopher. I tried to write today, but the words weren’t there—no devotionals, no poems, no scenes in my novel, no magazine articles—nothing! It rained today. My nose dripped right along with the clouds. A robin enjoyed a bath in the puddle. It splashed and flashed in the fresh water. Help me to also find refreshment in Your blessings. 


Friday, May 28 
Psalm 105:6 
“Let everything that hath breath, praise the Lord. Praise ye the Lord.”

Lord, I don’t think I’ve accomplished anything this week. Today, Kathy called. I couldn’t say, “no.” It’s been months since we’ve gotten together. Besides, she usually needs someone to talk to when she asks me to take a walk. Lord, show her how to be a good wife and mother. I saw You today, Lord. The leaves fluttered in the breeze. They were clapping. They were praising You, Lord. Everything around me was singing and dancing and glowing with joy. It lifted my spirit. Peace filled my heart. I couldn’t wait to get home to add my words of praise to You!


Saturday, May 29
Psalm 19:14 
“Let the words of my mouth and the meditations of my heart be acceptable in Thy sight, O Lord, my Strength and my Redeemer.”

Lord, I got a card from a friend today, thanking me for my blog. She said it helped her to look for Your blessings each day. Lord, I needed that. Thank you for encouragement. I still haven’t finished my novel or sold an article, but You used my words anyway. 

Oh why should I hurry,
Be anxious or worry?
He abides;
He provides
Day after day.

For blessings I’m grateful;
My Lord, He is faithful.
He abides;
He provides
Day after day.




Friday Fiction - "Peeper"

Experiences of life are good resources for writing. My family will remember the summer we dug worms and raised a young robin named Peeper. 

This is an excerpt from the next story of Phoebe. (in the editing stage) Having finally found a home, Phoebe has a tender heart for any creature that is lost and alone. 




Peeper


Phoebe saw her kitten, Butterscotch, crouched in the grass watching something. Her gaze followed his sight. There was something fluttering under the lilac bush. She stepped closer. It was a baby bird. Looking above it she saw a nest in the branches.

Surely the mother must be close by. Phoebe waited. The little bird panted in the hot sun. Every few minutes, it flapped its wings and cheeped, and Butterscotch flicked his tail. Something had to be done. She couldn't just leave it there to die.

She gently picked him up, holding his stubby wings folded close. She could feel his heart pounding under her fingers. His yellow beak opened wide and he gave a weak squawk. She tried to put him back in the nest, but he flapped his wings and flopped back out down to the ground. She couldn’t just leave him on the ground for Butterscotch to attack.

She carried him to the house. “Look what I found.”

Maseppa looked in her hands. The bird’s downy feathers fluffed out on his breast and under his tail, but the top of his head and wings and tail were smooth with new feathers. He opened his beak again in a dry peep.

“He needs to drink water.”

“I’ll make him a nest with rags in something.”

“Use the old milk bucket with the hole.”

“Will you hold him while I make the nest?” She transferred the tiny pitiful creature to Maseppa’s strong hands and ran off to the shed to find the bucket and rags.

With steady movements, she dropped water into the open beak one drop at a time. Its throat quivered with each swallow. Soon it’s eyes blinked and it hunkered down to sleep.

“I wonder what they eat. I know grown – up robins eat worms. Do you think baby robins will too?”

“I think it would be good,” Maseppa stroked its soft feathers. “It will be much work to take care of him.”

“I know, but it needs me.”

Phoebe found the spade and dug in the pile of rotten cabbage leaves and food garbage, out in the chicken yard. She had to be quick to grab the worms before the chickens saw it.  Soon she had three of them.

By the time she got back in kitchen, the baby bird was cheeping in his bucket. She held one end of a worm and the bird stopped peeping long enough to gobble down the worm and peeped for more.

“You are a pig, not a bird!” One after the other the worms disappeared and Phoebe gave him another spoonful of water, one drop at a time. He flapped his stubby wings and squirted a white blog on the brown rag.

“Ewwww! I’m not going to change your bed every time you do that. What am I going to do with you?”

Every hour or two the bird let everyone know he was awake and hungry. Before the sun even shone through the kitchen window, he was squawking for breakfast.

Phoebe was getting tired of digging for worms. It was getting harder and harder to find some good spots. The chicken yard was a lumpy mess of potholes where she dug. She wanted to dig in the garden where it was already soft, but Zeke said she might step on the young plants. She decided it was time for help.

“Matthew, (neighbor boy) would you like to see something?”

“What?”

“I’ve got a baby bird. He fell out of a tree.”

“Really?”

“You can’t touch him. He’s really tiny.”

“Ahhh… he’s so small. What do you feed him?”

“I feed him worms, but I’m getting tired of digging them up. Do you know where there are any?”

“Worms? Of course… I get them all the time to go fishing.”

“I’ll pay you a penny for ten of them.”

“That’s a lot. I say, give me a penny for five, if I can help you feed him.”

“Hmmmmm… alright, but you have to be gentle.”

“What’s his name?”

“I haven’t decided yet. I think I’ll name him Peeper.”

“That’s a good name.”


The Sound of Poetry

When I was a child, my father read poetry to me often. He quoted lines of poetry whenever it was brought to his mind. He sang little ditties that he learned as a child. He filled my life with the rhythm of poetry. One of the first poems I memorized was -

Boy with bow and arrow, photograph by Doris Ulmann - LoC 3b16179u


"The Arrow and the Song" by Henry Wadsworth Longfellow.
I shot an arrow into the air,
It fell to earth, I knew not where;
For, so swiftly it flew, the sight
Could not follow it in its flight. 

I breathed a song into the air,
It fell to earth, I knew not where;
For who has sight so keen and strong,
That it can follow the flight of song? 

Long, long afterward, in an oak
I found the arrow, still unbroke;
And the song, from beginning to end,
I found again in the heart of a friend.


I love the meaning of the words. I loved the flow of their sounds. I found that I liked other poems by Longfellow - "The Song of Hiawatha" and "The Midnight Ride of Paul Revere." I was thrilled to learn that he was a Maine native.



Who is your favorite poet?

Gentle Father


Have you ever argued with God?

Have you ever known He had a job for you, 
but you didn't want to do it?

Have you tried to ignore His voice?

I knew I should call a friend. I knew my recent experience could help her, but I didn't want to trigger the painful emotions that I was sure would come back. I didn't want to call her on the phone.

"Lord, I can't do this."

"She needs you."

"But I don't want to. The memories hurt."

"I know, but that hurt can help her."

"Oh....I don't want to. Can't someone else talk to her?" 

"I want you to talk to her."

I couldn't make myself pick up the phone. I knew I should. I also knew this pressure to obey His voice would not be lifted until I did....yet I did nothing. I just couldn't do it.

BRRRRRRRRING! I picked up the phone. It was her, the one God wanted me to call.

"God, did you call her?
Did you tell her to call me?"

"You wouldn't do it, so I had to do it for you." 

Once I listened to my friend, once I shared my experience with her, once I let God love her through me, it wasn't so bad. Even the memories weren't as painful as I thought they might be.


"Lord, thank you for doing that.
I'm sorry that I didn't do it myself." 

"Trust me, my child.
I will give you the strength to do the impossible."

With happy tears, I went about my day. My heart felt lighter because I had finally obeyed. I had done what He wanted me to do. The next time God ask me to do something, I hope I remember to trust Him and not be such a stubborn child.

Where Was I?

WHERE WAS I?
Some are easy, some are hard, 
But all familiar to me. 
The more precise your answer, 
The better it will be.



Do know where this is? 
(Hint - I have been here multiple times since I was a child.)
They used real horses back then.
(Comment below with your guesses.)


Last week's winner was Grace Godwin!
"Midlothain, TX - the barn at Aunt Lois's house"

Where Was I?

Last week's photo was harder, I know.
(I had to give extra hints.)


We had two winners last week-
Barbara Culler
(without the extra hints))
"Looks like California. Oceanside or San Clemente?"

Emily Fitzgerald
(who did some sleuthing after the extra hints)
"Oceanside pier, Oceanside California off Pier View Way"


Where was I in this photo?
(December 2010)

WHERE WAS I?
Some are easy, some are hard, 
But all familiar to me. 
The more precise your answer, 
The better it will be.

My Mother

It's been a whole year since Mama
went home to be with her heavenly Father.


I think a person always needs a mother.

She taught me so much about living -
to have hope and to look for the beauty in everything.


This butterfly was one of her last gifts. 
(made by her great-granddaughter, Evelyn)

She loved butterflies.
They portrayed her life so well.
She now has a new and beautiful body,
free from pain and sickness.

Lord, may I live my life to the fullest -
learning, loving, growing, giving.
Amen

Where Was I?

Welcome back to my weekly blog game. Guess where the photo was taken. At the end of the month, I will send a small prize (postcard, etc.) to a winner. (Remember, the more precise your answer, the better!)


Last Week's Winner
Kerry Trumble
(click here for photo)
"Fort Knox - Prospect, Maine -
facing the river
('cause that's where they had the cannons positioned)"


Guess where this photo was taken.
(answer as a comment below)



Hint: (looking from the other end)

WHERE WAS I?
Some are easy; some are hard, 
But all familiar to me. 
The more precise your answer, 
The better it will be.






Where Was I?

I'm collecting quite a big file of photos of all the places I've been in my life. I thought I'd start a series of blog posts - calling it "Where Was I?"

Guess where the photo was taken, and once a month, I'll send a prize (bookmark, postcard, etc.) to the winner. In the case of multiple winners, I'll draw a name from a hat - or bowl - or shoe - or whatever is handy.

WHERE WAS I?
Some are easy; some are hard, 
But all familiar to me. 
The more precise your answer, 
The better it will be.



Do you know where this is? 
Leave your answer in the comment box. 


A Down-Home Lifestyle

My husband and I just returned from visiting the heartland of our country. Coming from Maine, a land of trees and hills and lots of water, it was quite a culture shock to travel for miles and miles of flat fields of various grains and grasses. 




I developed a greater appreciation for the pioneers who walked those many miles - without roads, motels, or landmarks. I'm sure the view of Rockies were often met with discouragements, especially if winter was fast approaching and they were already exhausted. 



I fell in love with the homestead way of thinking. They are a hard-working people - rooted in their family and faith. Can't you imagine a child losing track of time - wandering in the land of imagination?




FOR A WHILE


Sammy slouched on the couch, his eyes riveted on the animated figures. With a snap, they disappeared.

“Hey! You said I could watch cartoons today!”

“You’ve been staring at that TV for three hours. I want to you to go outside for a while.” His mom tugged him to his feet and handed him his jacket. 

Sammy looked over his shoulder with pleading eyes. “How long is a while?” 

“At least a couple hours. Come back before suppertime.”

“Ahh…..” 

“Now, go on!” She gave his backside a pat and nudged him out the back door. 

Sammy scuffed along the driveway until his toe hit a long stick. So, he picked it up and dragged it behind him, making a satisfying scratching sound and a wiggly line. Then he used the stick to bat some pine cones into the pasture. 

He climbed on the fence and stared at Bessie chewing her cud. A chorus of honks overhead drew his attention to a flock of geese heading north. The wavering V got smaller and smaller until it faded into the horizon. A cloud looked like a bucking bronco. Now, it looked like a dragon, with puffs of steam coming from its nostrils. Now, it looked like a row of soldiers marching along. Now… it didn’t look like anything. 

Sammy jumped down and plucked a long piece of grass. He whipped it back and forth until he saw a grasshopper. He tried to catch it, but it kept fluttering away. Finally, he captured it between his cupped hands. He peered between his fingers and had a staring contest with it. The grasshopper made a daring escape through an opening. 

At the top of the hill, Sammy could see so far it looked like forever. The wind blew at his face. He spread his arms and flew back and forth down the hill until his plane crashed. Then he rolled over and over to the bottom. He lay on his back with his eyes closed – panting and listening to the rushing water. It sounded much louder than usual. He sprang to his feet to investigate.

With the melting snow and recent rains, the creek was quite high – much higher than it had been last summer. He found a branch and threw it into the water. The current carried it downstream on and on until he couldn’t see it anymore. He threw in another and watched it bounce down the rapids. One by one, he sent his fleet down the rushing river to meet the enemy. 

He noticed a fallen log across the creek and scrambled along the banks to get a better view. It looked safe enough – as long as he was careful. Just to be sure, he took off his shoes, so he could grip the bark with his toes. He shimmied up on the tree trunk, squatting for a while to get his balance. Then slowly he stood – arms outstretched. Inch by inch, he scooted along the log. At one point, he had to close his eyes to keep from looking at the tumbling waves beneath him. Finally, he reached the upturned roots on the other side. With a cheer of triumph, he pranced about on the mossy bank. 

A huge rock jutted into the stream. Sammy scaled to its top and peered over the edge. It had created a sheltered pool behind it. Sammy could see some fish in the quiet waters. He watched them sway back and forth, keeping their position without the slightest effort. When he shifted his position, a pebble rolled down and plopped into the pool, scaring the fish away. When the ripples calmed, he could see his reflection. He dropped another pebble. The ripples grew bigger and bigger until they melted into the grassy edges. He dropped one tiny pebble after another to keep the ripples going and going. Finally, he ran out of pebbles, and the water calmed again. 

He noticed some stars in the pool – or maybe they were fireflies. He looked up. The dark purple sky was dotted with a million sparkles. He decided he had better go home. Straddling the fallen log, he scooted across the creek. Grabbing his shoes, he huffed up the steep hill, across the pasture, and under the fence. He burst through the back door. 

His mom looked up from doing dishes. “There you are! Do you know what time it is?”

Sammy shrugged. “I forget all about time when I play outside for a while.

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