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Too Late to Say "Thank You"
When you're a writer (or any kind of artist), there's a fine line between promoting your work and bragging about it. I want to share my writings, but sometimes pride takes over and I forget how I got where I am.
I'm learning to be very grateful for those who have helped me along the way.
When I turned fifty, I published my first novel, A Home for Phoebe. I thought of a teacher that allowed me to put my teenage troubled thoughts into words, and that's when Phoebe was born. When I tried to thank Mr. Harriman, I found he had died a couple of years earlier.
I was too late.
This week, I thought of Norman Rohrer, the founder of Christian Writers Guild. The summer after I graduated from high school, I saw an advertisement in a magazine and ordered the correspondence course. He gave me the tools to develop those teenage thoughts and put them in a sensible order.
Later, I took more lessons with Christian Writers Guild, then owned by Jerry Jenkins. This time it was a non-fiction course. I learned to write how-to articles and devotionals. God used those skills to prompt me to write "Putting My Hand in God's." I've been able to distribute and sell over 100 copies in just a few years.
I wanted to thank Norman Rohrer.
Today, I learned that he lived to be 95 years old and passed away peacefully on December 24, 2024 - just this last Christmas Eve.
(click here for Norman Rohrer's Legacy )
I was too late . . . again.
Why do I wait so long to tell others how much they mean to me? It doesn't take but a moment
to say "thank you"
to say "you've been a good friend"
to say "I love you."
A Special Day
Apple Cider
Seeking and Calling
So, last May, I visited the animal shelter. They had lots of cats there. Some rubbed against the bars, looking for attention. Others meowed pitifully. One slept in a ball, in the corner of her cage. She looked like one I had owned years ago. I went to the desk to ask if I could see her and hold her, but someone else had asked first. I went home disappointed. I didn't want any of the others. I wanted her.
Returning later, I saw that she was still there! When I held her, I felt the soft vibrations of a purr beneath her fluffy fur. I filled out the forms and paid the price and brought my new friend home, but . . .
For weeks, I filled her food dish and clean up her messes. I called her, but she wouldn't come. I lifted her out of her hiding spots and caressed her ears and neck. I talked to her, softly and gently, while she purred in my arms. I named her Fluffy - short for Fluffanutter.
She enjoyed all the benefits of a home - food, shelter, attention - but she did not want me or trust me. Sometimes, she fought against me and scratched me. I waited and tried again the next day.
Soon, she didn't run when I came near. Soon, she accepted treats from my hands. Soon, she came to me when she heard my voice. Soon, she slept on my lap - trusting, resting, free of fear.
It reminds me of Jesus.
We are stubborn and foolish.
Jesus searches and calls us.
I almost gave up on taming my cat. I almost took Fluffy back to the shelter.
God does not give up. We enjoy all His benefits, but we're not grateful for the One who provides them. We don't want Him or trust Him. We run from Him, but it doesn't do any good to hide. He seeks us and finds us. He calls us and draws us and loves us, until we rest in His arms.
If Jesus has been calling you,
if you want to know more about Him
or how to get to heaven,
email me. I will pray with you.
Day by Day
Sunday, May 23
Ecclesiastes 9:10
“Whatsoever thy hand findeth to do, do it with thy might”
Lord, I want to use my writing for you. Now that I’m retired, I should be able to find time to write. This blog is a little, but I doubt many read it. Lord, I want to reach others with my writing. Give me the words You want me to use.
Monday, May 24
Psalm 118: 24
“This is the day that the Lord hath made, we will rejoice and be glad in it.”
Lord, I meant to write today, but the house was a mess after all the company this weekend. Thank you for sending the hummingbird to my kitchen window while I did dishes. I hung my laundry in the sunshine. Thank you for sweet smelling sheets. Little Christopher wore me out while Amy was at the dentist appointment. We picked some fuzzy dandelion heads and watched the seeds drift away on the breeze. They reminded me of wasted words and minutes. They are gone—never to be retrieved again. Help me, Lord, to spend the time with my grandchildren wisely.
Tuesday, May 25
Philippians 4:19
“But my God shall supply all your need according to his riches in glory by Christ Jesus.”
Lord, thank you for today. Although nothing scheduled, the day seemed to fly by. I planned to work on my novel today, but I had to pick out a pattern to knit a sweater for my niece. My writing magazine came in the mail, and I spent an hour reading it. I took a meal over to Sally and saw her baby girl. Lord, please help her husband to find a job soon. Rick invited his brother and his wife over for a cookout. They brought some fresh crabs that need to be cooked and shelled. Thank you, Lord, for family.
Wednesday, May 26
Psalm 16:6
“The lines are fallen unto me in pleasant places; yea, I have a goodly heritage.”
Lord, I didn’t write anything but this blog today. I visited my parents today. That’s more important, right? It’s hard to see them getting older. We made rhubarb jam together and watched a bumblebee gathered nectar from the honeysuckle today. As it buzzed from blossom to blossom, I thought, “It doesn’t worry about schedules or money or the future. It knows God will provide all its needs.” Thank you for happy memories and these times together.
Thursday, May 27
Isaiah 26:3
“Thou wilt keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on thee: because he trusteth in thee.”
Lord, I don’t feel so good. My head hurts, and I’m all stuffed up. I must have caught something from little Christopher. I tried to write today, but the words weren’t there—no devotionals, no poems, no scenes in my novel, no magazine articles—nothing! It rained today. My nose dripped right along with the clouds. A robin enjoyed a bath in the puddle. It splashed and flashed in the fresh water. Help me to also find refreshment in Your blessings.
Friday, May 28
Psalm 105:6
“Let everything that hath breath, praise the Lord. Praise ye the Lord.”
Lord, I don’t think I’ve accomplished anything this week. Today, Kathy called. I couldn’t say, “no.” It’s been months since we’ve gotten together. Besides, she usually needs someone to talk to when she asks me to take a walk. Lord, show her how to be a good wife and mother. I saw You today, Lord. The leaves fluttered in the breeze. They were clapping. They were praising You, Lord. Everything around me was singing and dancing and glowing with joy. It lifted my spirit. Peace filled my heart. I couldn’t wait to get home to add my words of praise to You!
Saturday, May 29
Psalm 19:14
“Let the words of my mouth and the meditations of my heart be acceptable in Thy sight, O Lord, my Strength and my Redeemer.”
Lord, I got a card from a friend today, thanking me for my blog. She said it helped her to look for Your blessings each day. Lord, I needed that. Thank you for encouragement. I still haven’t finished my novel or sold an article, but You used my words anyway.
Friday Fiction - "Peeper"
Surely the mother must be close by. Phoebe waited. The little bird panted in the hot sun. Every few minutes, it flapped its wings and cheeped, and Butterscotch flicked his tail. Something had to be done. She couldn't just leave it there to die.
She gently picked him up, holding his stubby wings folded close. She could feel his heart pounding under her fingers. His yellow beak opened wide and he gave a weak squawk. She tried to put him back in the nest, but he flapped his wings and flopped back out down to the ground. She couldn’t just leave him on the ground for Butterscotch to attack.
The Sound of Poetry
I shot an arrow into the air,
It fell to earth, I knew not where;
For, so swiftly it flew, the sight
Could not follow it in its flight.
I breathed a song into the air,
It fell to earth, I knew not where;
For who has sight so keen and strong,
That it can follow the flight of song?
Long, long afterward, in an oak
I found the arrow, still unbroke;
And the song, from beginning to end,
I found again in the heart of a friend.
Gentle Father
I knew I should call a friend. I knew my recent experience could help her, but I didn't want to trigger the painful emotions that I was sure would come back. I didn't want to call her on the phone.
I couldn't make myself pick up the phone. I knew I should. I also knew this pressure to obey His voice would not be lifted until I did....yet I did nothing. I just couldn't do it.
Did you tell her to call me?"
Once I listened to my friend, once I shared my experience with her, once I let God love her through me, it wasn't so bad. Even the memories weren't as painful as I thought they might be.
I'm sorry that I didn't do it myself."
I will give you the strength to do the impossible."
Where Was I?
Where Was I?
My Mother
Where Was I?
Last Week's Winner
Kerry Trumble
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"Fort Knox - Prospect, Maine -
facing the river
('cause that's where they had the cannons positioned)"
Guess where this photo was taken.
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Where Was I?
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A Down-Home Lifestyle
Sammy slouched on the couch, his eyes riveted on the animated figures. With a snap, they disappeared.
“Hey! You said I could watch cartoons today!”
“You’ve been staring at that TV for three hours. I want to you to go outside for a while.” His mom tugged him to his feet and handed him his jacket.
Sammy looked over his shoulder with pleading eyes. “How long is a while?”
“At least a couple hours. Come back before suppertime.”
“Ahh…..”
“Now, go on!” She gave his backside a pat and nudged him out the back door.
Sammy scuffed along the driveway until his toe hit a long stick. So, he picked it up and dragged it behind him, making a satisfying scratching sound and a wiggly line. Then he used the stick to bat some pine cones into the pasture.
He climbed on the fence and stared at Bessie chewing her cud. A chorus of honks overhead drew his attention to a flock of geese heading north. The wavering V got smaller and smaller until it faded into the horizon. A cloud looked like a bucking bronco. Now, it looked like a dragon, with puffs of steam coming from its nostrils. Now, it looked like a row of soldiers marching along. Now… it didn’t look like anything.
Sammy jumped down and plucked a long piece of grass. He whipped it back and forth until he saw a grasshopper. He tried to catch it, but it kept fluttering away. Finally, he captured it between his cupped hands. He peered between his fingers and had a staring contest with it. The grasshopper made a daring escape through an opening.
At the top of the hill, Sammy could see so far it looked like forever. The wind blew at his face. He spread his arms and flew back and forth down the hill until his plane crashed. Then he rolled over and over to the bottom. He lay on his back with his eyes closed – panting and listening to the rushing water. It sounded much louder than usual. He sprang to his feet to investigate.
With the melting snow and recent rains, the creek was quite high – much higher than it had been last summer. He found a branch and threw it into the water. The current carried it downstream on and on until he couldn’t see it anymore. He threw in another and watched it bounce down the rapids. One by one, he sent his fleet down the rushing river to meet the enemy.
He noticed a fallen log across the creek and scrambled along the banks to get a better view. It looked safe enough – as long as he was careful. Just to be sure, he took off his shoes, so he could grip the bark with his toes. He shimmied up on the tree trunk, squatting for a while to get his balance. Then slowly he stood – arms outstretched. Inch by inch, he scooted along the log. At one point, he had to close his eyes to keep from looking at the tumbling waves beneath him. Finally, he reached the upturned roots on the other side. With a cheer of triumph, he pranced about on the mossy bank.
A huge rock jutted into the stream. Sammy scaled to its top and peered over the edge. It had created a sheltered pool behind it. Sammy could see some fish in the quiet waters. He watched them sway back and forth, keeping their position without the slightest effort. When he shifted his position, a pebble rolled down and plopped into the pool, scaring the fish away. When the ripples calmed, he could see his reflection. He dropped another pebble. The ripples grew bigger and bigger until they melted into the grassy edges. He dropped one tiny pebble after another to keep the ripples going and going. Finally, he ran out of pebbles, and the water calmed again.
He noticed some stars in the pool – or maybe they were fireflies. He looked up. The dark purple sky was dotted with a million sparkles. He decided he had better go home. Straddling the fallen log, he scooted across the creek. Grabbing his shoes, he huffed up the steep hill, across the pasture, and under the fence. He burst through the back door.
His mom looked up from doing dishes. “There you are! Do you know what time it is?”
Sammy shrugged. “I forget all about time when I play outside for a while.




















